Saturday, May 03, 2008

Long as I see the light

Sometimes the future appears in fron of our eyes without a notice on why. This time this future had a strange path beaten down between a comfortable numbness and the reaction of the partial block on my Potasium BK channels. Unavoidably it seemed like it was the classic way we forgot the secrets we want to keep and we prefer to face each other without a meaning on the goal.

I was for a moment the witness of a beauty so big that frightened me to the bone. I felt impressed just by the fact of feeling that the words headed towards a reconaissance I started myself. Most of the time nobody has the ability of getting me to that point; and that's precisely what impresses me.

I know good times makes us think that there will always be like this; and waking up to a raw vision of how dreams turn into nightmares is the price quoted by inexperience. I'm the less indicated to speak about time and future. I'm what I am today just because I prefer fighting rather than dreaming... but that day you gave a picture able to rip out the tears I hate to show, so, I must thank you for getting fear back to me in that special way. I prefer not to even state what will be my posture for all this; because I know thaw I'm too delused to speak with soberty and hope. Sometimes I like to play games, not this time.

Whenever we both find the meaning of what we tried to say, nothing will change how warm I felt about hearing those words not just because it's intention, but for the way they made me imagine a future so beautiful I feared on how to get there...

Music by: Björk [You only live twice]

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