Sunday, September 27, 2009


Etwas... that's the item that becomes our eternal struggle to strive for more on each aspect of our lives that is not fully understood as a race. If you cannot have something then you must adapt even yourself to have it, and in this way you can discover what else is missing on your list so you can need to adapt yourself.
This sounds astonishingly silly when faced against the simplicity of the concepts we can find on a stand alone conception of things thinned by alcohol on any form. It is true that some things cannot be changed and only conceived through the complete understandment of the nature that originates it's fate. Some people conceive this and precisely the opposite just as the plain truth that must rule and what is funny from this matter is that no one is wrong.
By far I remember that cloudy times brings the need to find the inner light for each one of us; and that no wind can blow on my own sails if they are not ready to push. Deep in my mind are the things I cannot answer until I find my own explanation and there is where I must keep them to avoid spreading the problem to what actually is making me happy.
The eternal discussion regarding how this all became to happen is just what can be written and read; and fortunately I'm starting to be tired of hearing others about a science that is not known.
On a margin to all notes; I'm glad that the person that always push me upward in many forms through this and many many other times; had a good time on the day that was conceived to do so.
... Zum Geburtstag viel Glück!!!!
Music by: Muse [ Uprising[

Monday, September 21, 2009

der verrückt, die kraft und das urteil

Many things in life happen without a fixed explanation on the purposes of it's own nature. Mainly, because nobody with eyes an tongue is in charge of delivering such an story to each one asking for this report; and this should be understood as the nature of life.
I had the enormous joy of having played a role in my own play founded in love and care. This was a time in which I personally believed in personal growth and respect in a way I have never lived before, falling and rising once and again each time to face new challenges with increased strength. But as all stories come to an end when they have been properly developed, the time came with the premise of making this of my own for the rest of my life. I still refuse to believe that in order to gain something bigger; something else must be lost; as I will always discover in a new way how big this time was.

All words have been said, all the apologies have been made and all the commitments are now drawn from the pain to exceed our expectations on the future. Shall this be a reminder that every minute of happiness is worth a thousand hours of work and pain; and when this price has a face and a heart willing to go through the same as a reflection; true happiness is the only feasible consequence.
The time to show everything not just in e-paper is from now on an unavoidable fate. I must find this a promise on my own.
So... day 1.
Music by: Muse [ Exogenesis: Symphony Pt. III - Redemption]

Thursday, September 17, 2009


It's clear now.

It depends on me.

In the past it happened somehow, once and again, this time too...

...but I'm not worried.

I have done it before.

It will be made again.

I will made it again.

Music by: Muse [ Exogenesis: Symphony Pt. II - Cross Polination]

Wednesday, September 16, 2009


Han sido días tranquilos en muchos sentidos, en los cuales he tomado el tiempo para devolverme parte de las cosas con las que estaba enormemente endeudado conmigo mismo. Tambien han sido días nublados y por ello reflexivos en la soledad de la abstracción personal.

Me doy cuenta que la unica constante que me mantiene mentalmente activo es el hecho de que siempre hay algo mas adelante en lo que pensar esperando el resultado mas favorable. por ahora son muchos esos factores; algunos mas relevantes que otros.

La comida es algo que he desestimado recientemente, y quisiera continuar de esa forma.
Inclusive, el compromiso de escribir es corto por ahora.


Music by: The Muse [Unnatural Selection]

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

Nachricht von todes

All winter, we got carried
Oh way over on the rooftops let's get married.
All summer we just hurried
so come over, just be patient, and don't worry.
So come over, just be patient, and don't worry...

So come over, just be patient, and don't worry.

No I don't wanna battle from beginning to end;
I don't want a cycle of recycled revenge;
I don't wanna follow death and all his friends.

No I don't wanna battle from beginning to end;
I don't wanna cycle, recycle revenge;
I don't wanna follow death and all of his friends.

Music by: Coldplay [Death and all of his friends]