Hologramm...

looking to what is not really there may be translated as incredibly virtuous, even artistically; or either incredibly blind with a tendency to idiocy.

There are a lot of things I want to learn in Life...

Music by: Los Fabulosos Cadillacs [Los Condenaditos]

andere leid, andere tag

time takes its crazy toll

and how does your mirror grow

you better watch yourself when you jump into it

'cause the mirror's gonna steal your soul

I wonder how it came to be my friend

that someone just like you has come again

you'll never, never know how close you came

until you fall in love with the diamond rain

throw all his trash away

look out he's here to stay

your mirror's gonna crack

when he breaks into it

and you'll never never be the same

look into his eyes and you can see

why all the little kids are dressed in dreams

I wonder how he's gonna make it back

when he sees that you just know it's make-belief

look into his eyes and you will see

that men are not alone on the diamond sea

sail into the heart of the lonely storm

and tell her that you'll love her eternally

Music by: Yeah Yeah Yeahs [iTunes Live Session EP2]

Das Leid

Our senses help our soul to understand what surrounds us and convert it into something we can understand. As complicated as it is; some of this phenomena are associated with specific thoughts or feelings linked by specific reasons and events.

It happens that music is capable of rising presumably hidden emotions; not necessarily representing what is correct or convenient...

I see why the need for a rodent figure now.

Music by: Kings of Leon [Use Somebody]

Solide sein

Es ist einfach...

Understanding the conditions of the moment is a key aspect of taking advantage over the situation and those players surrounding it.

It's true that the inertia related to the determinism of our actions will make us tremble once and again as long as we are not aware of our vision. Making adversity something better is a virtue reserved for those who embrace change and it's consequences as something natural to the process; and later focus themselves in the transformation. Past is something that must be there to remind us what we learned before; and show us that in order to learn, sometimes we must forget too.

This time brought something good for both of us; finally.

Music by: The Mars Volta [Inertiatic ESP]

das Mitleid

History of a lifetime is composed of spiral-like patterns slowly going towards the direction we want our freedom to take. Sometimes we can define were to go; but not always we find the favorable scenario for following an straight line therefore meaning the shorter road.

It is sure that we advance; the matter is how fast can we understand the conditions given and decide what to do next.... left... right... forwards... backwards... everytime a different intention joining together with present to see us change our mind. Purposes are questionable as long as this goals are set; and the means to go for them too.

Along this road we seek for the shorter story to fit our own...

Music by: Jarabe de Palo [Bonito]

die Abbruch

Once in a while you have in mind a person you cannot expect from being less than perfect. Maybe because you have known legends about braveness, loyalty, effort and courage properly written for an epic hero. This time was enough to form a behavior pattern that pushes you to go forward with the nirvana of an example that can be reached...

... and sometimes this story goes wrong in some point in a way imagination lacks of capacity to go far enough. This figure falls suddenly from a heavenly place to fit into a more "Terrenal" situation leaving a sense of flesh and bones and a new conception on how perfection is pursued. blood was the object of humanization...

Shall this be a cold reminder of this pitiful moment; even when it has glimpses of hope.

Music by: Lenny Kravitz [Stand by my woman]

Schulden

Unavoidable as long as our own existence represent a disturbance for the balance of what we categorize as an environment; the debts we create with the people that surround us and ourselves are part of the work we are supposed to give back to enable once again a "certain" balance. As long as we keep far from that draw match, it is harder to even see that this is actually a problem and that it is ourselves the answer holders.

Understanding these , I'm supposed to take actions derived on the follow up of a path that should lead me to something I'm supposed to want. Therefore, making my balance to come to a more possitive scenario where I can start again spending those cards. My pendulum is still trying to fit a cycle I can recognize. In the meantime, I know that patience is something I'm lacking of lately, and I don't want to ruin whatever may could come later.

Supposed... I should really be worried regarding what does that mean for me at this time.

Music by: Muse [I Belong to you - mon coeur s'ourve à ta voix]