I'm reaching the edge of my sanity
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Monday, December 13, 2010
Gerüst
"... soon comes rain
dry your eyes
frost or flames
skeleton me
Fall asleep
spin the sky
skeleton me
Love, don't cry..."
Thursday, December 09, 2010
Ereignishorizont
An event horizon is a boundary in spacetime beyond which events cannot affect an outside observer. The most common case of an event horizon is that surrounding a black hole. Light emitted from beyond the horizon can never reach the observer. Likewise, any object approaching the horizon from the observer's side appears to slow down and never quite pass through the horizon, with its image becoming more and more redshifted as time elapses. The traveling object, however, experiences no strange effects and does, in fact, pass through the horizon in a finite amount of proper time.
The most commonly known example of an event horizon derives from general relativity's description of a black hole, a celestial object so dense that no nearby matter or radiation can escape its gravitational field. Often, this is described as the boundary within which the black hole's escape velocity is greater than the speed of light. However, a more accurate description is that within this horizon, all lightlike paths (paths that light could take) and hence all paths in the forward light cones of particles within the horizon, are warped so as to fall farther into the hole. Once a particle is inside the horizon, moving into the hole is as inevitable as moving forward in time, and can actually be thought of as equivalent to doing so, depending on the spacetime coordinate system used.
Here I must cite a proper font to describe a suitable definition:
"The criterion for determining whether an event horizon for the universe exists is as follows. Define a comoving distance dE by
In this equation, a is the scale factor, c is the speed of light, and t0 is the age of the universe. If (i.e. points arbitrarily as far away as can be observed), then no event horizon exists. If , a horizon is present... "
The description of event horizons given by general relativity is thought to be incomplete. When the conditions under which event horizons occur are modelled using a more comprehensive picture of the way the universe works, that includes both relativity and quantum mechanics, event horizons are expected to have properties that are different from those predicted using general relativity alone.
At present, it is expected that the primary impact of quantum effects is for event horizons to possess a temperature and so emit radiation. For black holes, this manifests as Hawking radiation, and the larger question of how the black hole possesses a temperature is part of the topic of black hole thermodynamics. For accelerating particles, this manifests as the Unruh effect, which causes space around the particle to appear to be filled with matter and radiation.
Duh....
Music by: Radiohead [Blow out]
Friday, November 26, 2010
Day & Age
I wonder on the many ways I've conceived this aging process through many stages of my own life. There was a time in which this was not only irrelevant nor considerable, and therefore not a priority. Later I conceived aging as a maturity process and I wanted to get there as fast as possible just because of being tired of the past stage (therefore confirming the theory of boredom), Each step brought more discoveries, experiences and responsabilities that switched my perspective from time to time. After several years, now I worry for some things I never realized before; and I'm pretty sure this may continue as I go forward...
Things have changed, places are basically the same (normally, even I grew on a couple of points in the world I wanted to visit) and expectatives are to continue this way for some more time. I carry new responsabilities and so I'd like to learn from them.
Maybe with the come of the years this may start to morph again into something I worry on a daily basis, this could be one of the first chapters of this conception and so I would like to remember it as it is.
Tuesday, November 02, 2010
Stoicism
Main problem for a man that follows his own instinct; is to pursue the goals of another man.
Music by: Duck Sauce [Barbra Streisand]
Monday, November 01, 2010
Unbekannt
Astonishingly delused by a season stranged enough as to pass by without major notice, I took a couple of later valuable minutes to meditate of what is the meaning of our feelings towards the things we don't know.
Rare, yet not unfeasible are some things I have recently heard; therefore making me think on the causability of the universe. A season for changes and contrasts, quite interesting for a quiet living.
I must quote a couple of key aspects of this reflection in the pure form they came to my encounter:
"Strange is our situation here upon earth. Each of us comes for a short visit, not knowing why, yet sometimes seeming to a divine purpose. From the standpoint of daily life, however, there is one thing we do know: That we are here for the sake of others...for the countless unknown souls with whose fate we are connected by a bond of sympathy. Many times a day, I realize how much my outer and inner life is built upon the labors of people, both living and dead, and how earnestly I must exert myself in order to give in return as much as I have received."
...
"Get it into your head once and for all, my simple and very fainthearted fellow, that what fools call humanness is nothing but a weakness born of fear and egoism; that this chimerical virtue, enslaving only weak men, is unknown to those whose character is formed by stoicism, courage, and philosophy"
...
"Faith and doubt both are needed - not as antagonists, but working side by side to take us around the unknown curve"
... after all, it's quite funny to continue being surprised....
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Träume
The contribution of each player to a bigger result must be understood as the final intention of their role. Precisely opposed to an inherent Perspectivism of this point of view; this I expect to ensure and afterwards learn to enjoy.
Even in dreams, I still found some remaining reasons to continue...
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Vierzehn minuten
Many things could cheer up the moments just because of the inertia of whatever comes after; instead of representing by themselves hope and joy caused by pure existence. Sometimes it is not at all about pushing and harvesting; not about having a big smile and pretending nothing happens in a perfect world. It is this way just because it is so; and the only way to going back to an idle state is more of this...
I write this because I've been trying to do what's right; and at the end I know I could stay there all night, just watching clouds fall from the sky.
yes, this river is wild...
Wednesday, September 01, 2010
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Lücke
Bridle all this indiscretion
Long enough to edify
And permanently fill this hollow..."
Friday, July 30, 2010
Vergangenheit V2.0
Friday, July 09, 2010
Zukunftsglaube
Monday, July 05, 2010
Tagesanbruch
Times come and go, leaving behind what can be considered as experiences and memories that build our lives. Some of them are sticked to the back of our minds tying their message to the present once and again as a broken recorder.
Monday, June 21, 2010
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
Thursday, June 03, 2010
eine neu Anfang
It is a carbon copy of the same moment.
It is not the fact that is an akward moment; but instead that it seems to be uncomfortable even to speak at it. What must be done is to skip this next time.
Even I'm not completely aware of it, I know that something is in progress. Something that could really turn my edge around once again. I'm still a little bit shy regarding how to go into this; but it feels good...
"...Birds flying high, you know how I feel..."
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Sprachlos
This will be on my videotape...
and he's reaching up to grab me...
Sunday, May 09, 2010
Bestimmung
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Augenblick von licht
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Farewell Ride
Be sure that this is also painful for the ones that love you. and I don't dare to compare in any way. We are confident in looking to an stronger version of yourself after this. In the meanwhile, we are with you brother...
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Wide awake
Monday, March 08, 2010
Anfangen
Sunday, March 07, 2010
Sonntag
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Derridá
– "Structure, Sign and Play" in Writing and Difference, p. 353
Monday, February 22, 2010
sich beruhigen
Future may bring additional challenges and other things out of the scope, waiting to make this time more fun and to give more topics to write about; but that's just a guessing joined with a lot of plans.
Friday, February 19, 2010
Hiersein
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Wolfmutter
They came from ten thousand feet, on a possibility street
It was the law of the land, turned castles into the sand
When its only kingdoms a turning, when Ive got to find out some
Learning even the people so small, wanna see the tyrant a fall, oh yeah
You could be, what you see, anytime, this time
Could it be, what you see, you could be, in time
Your love, my love, our love, in time
Your love, my love, our love, in time
It was the law of the land, turned castles into the sand
Somehow the machine prevailed, another tyrants tale
Its only kingdoms a turning, watching the factories burning
Even the mountain so tall, will see the tyrant fall, oh yeah
Anytime, you could see, what you be, in time
Could it be, everything, that you see, is fine
Your love, my love, our love, in time
Your love, my love, our love, yeah in time
Take, the time, to see, the other things in life
Are all around, you never get the time
To see, all this, about me anyway
Your love, my love, will stand in time always.
Music by: Wolfmother [10,000 feet]
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Naturlich
Music by: Collective soul ( Straight Lines)
Sent from my Nokia E63
Tuesday, February 02, 2010
Der Teufel ist Zurück
Friday, January 29, 2010
Immer mehr für machen
thinking in what can we do for ourselves.
the quieter you reach yourself
and the closer you are for a change
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Lied
Love my name
Soon comes rain
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Fieber fur sagen
Monday, January 25, 2010
noch einmal...
"... y siempre voy a estar aqui; mas no puedo quedarme a verlo