Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Farewell Ride

It is everytime we are blinded by the power of an strong event; that we put in the balance those things that come unawared most of the time. That is why we are surprised by the astonishing panorama of the unavoidable at the point we are not able to fix the situation without another choice than going through.

People form our life as bricks that fit together in an uniquely shaped pattern, and the slaps from life generate some of them as eventuals, being lost as pieces never able to be recovered. Thinkers on this have agreed that no matter how you focus in this loss, it will always be remembered as a loss. What make a difference between what is worth to go through and what doesn't; is precisely that response generated after the loss.

There are no manuals, books or instructives on what to do next. It is inside your heart. It has always been there because that is the last place we are used to look in; and therefore, the path of understandment in ensured with the promise of a reward at the end. I don't hesitate to consider that is easy to see the answer in the pain of others; but I guess this is a way to throw a challenge that can be reached for good.

Be sure that this is also painful for the ones that love you. and I don't dare to compare in any way. We are confident in looking to an stronger version of yourself after this. In the meanwhile, we are with you brother...

Music by: Noel Gallagher [Fade away]

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Wide awake

I'm not still overwhelmed by those things that scare away my dreams at night; but as I see, they are pushing hard to reach my rock bottom. I just lost another battle, and I'm struggling back to remember that it is that way everytime.
Being a little bit hurt again brings back the feeling that lead me to redraw my personal premises. I pass over this again and that reminds me why is always my task to come over this alone. Never different and never the same.
Music by: Beck [Farewell ride]

Monday, March 08, 2010


As every new day, I rediscover that music remind us that there is something else in the universe than us...

Music by: Velvet Revolver [You got no right]

Sunday, March 07, 2010


Setting assets in the facts that nothing is purely caused by uncertainty and coincidence as the only mean to iniciate an existence; sometimes is hard to understand the root cause of the actions coming along after sometime of absence. It is everytime I am in the middle of this kind of forecasted arguing; that I remember what is the common difference between those who plan and execute and those who live under the reactive behaviour as an everyday routine.

It is not that I do not appreciate the comforts of everyday's stability, the security of the familiar and the tranquility of repetition. But instead I rather to face an everyday challenge as the condiment of the blind impulse that pushes me forward. Questions may come and go, but I'm kind of getting used to it.

As an unavoidable reference in almost everything I write, there are some words that serve as a foundation for my point of view, and I like to remember them...

... I dare do all that may become a man, who dares do more is none.

... conceal me that I am, and be my aid for such disguise as happily shall become the form of my intent...

... It is that I, like God, do not play with dice and do not believe in coincidence....
Music by: Bach [Toccata e fuga in Do minore]